Sunday, January 4, 2009

heartbroken

i have come to what i knew would be the hardest part of leaving...saying goodbye to gert. we've been dragging her around from house to house for a few weeks now and i've had to face the fact that she needs some stability.

so, tomorrow morning when we leave for atlanta my baby is staying behind. my heart is breaking in two and i have burst into tears probably three dozen times this weekend...but, i know it's what is better for her.

i've had her since she was 12 weeks old and leaving her behind feels like more than i can handle...i just need to remember that she is going to be very loved, well taken care of and is going to be so happy to be back with maggie.

i used to think this little monkey was so lucky i came to the pound that day but i know i'm really the lucky one to have her in my life.

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